Live and let live
Im a walking contradiction. I'm relaxed yet volatile, easy going yet opinionated, heard hearted yet loving and spontaneous yet careful. I rarely commit to anything or anyone and I change my mind and emotions with the flick of a switch
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Post reblogged from raindrops on roses
“I like drinking coffee alone and reading alone. I like riding the bus alone and walking home alone. It gives me time to think and set my mind free. I like eating alone and listening to music alone. But when I see a mother with her child, a girl with her lover, or a friend laughing with their best friend, I realize that even though I like being alone, I don’t fancy being lonely. The sky is beautiful, but the people are sad. I just need someone who won’t run away.”
(Source: buddhacoffee)
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Watch, with a bit of friction I’ll be under your clothes.
With a bit of focus I’ll be under your skin.
Oh, now you know you know it now.
And so, now you know you know it now.Hard-hearted don’t worry I’m ready for a fight.
Unnerved, the nerve, you’re nervous, nervous that I’m right.
Hard-hearted don’t worry I’m ready for a fight.
Unnerved, the nerve, you’re nervous, nervous that I’m right. -
But I notice every time
I´m the fool you run to
When the latest on the line
Aint what its cracked up to beAnd I know what you´re going to say
I know your storyline, storyline -
You are a chameleon, change is your only constant. You dont own yourself or know who you are. You will be, whatever you need to be to please. I used to admire you, your strength, your morals, the conviction with which you’d speak. My opinion of you was the highest I’ve ever held Now I look at you and you stand for nothing and I can’t pretend I hold the same respect that I once did, you are not who I fell in love with and that is why its so easy for me to walk away, why it was so easy to get over you. There was nothing left worth holding on to.
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So cry if you need to,
But I can’t stay to watch you.
That’s the wrong thing to do.
Touch if you need to,
But I can’t stay to hold you.
That’s the wrong thing to do.
Talk if you need to,
But I can’t stay to hear you.
That’s the wrong thing to do.
Cause you’ll say you love me,
And I’ll end up lying,
And say I love you too.Drake - Doing It Wrong -
GENUINELY HAPPIEST I HAVE BEEN IN YEARS. With only me myself and I to worry about I have freedom to make decisions solely based on what I want. I haven’t felt this way for such a long time, it’s refreshing.
I’m not saying I’ll never do a relationship again, I will. Just next time I’ll be different
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Photo reblogged from ephemeral epiphany
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For a while I thought it was never going to get easier I thought the heartbreak would go on until it consumed me bit by bit, until I was engulfed by anger and full with bitterness.
Then I realised today whilst sat in the sun laughing and planning my days off that I hadn’t thought about her all day, that I hadn’t cried in 3 weeks, that I was laughing, not the false laugh that I had begun to force but genuinely laughing from the bottom of my stomach. My life has no drama and I have no real worries. The anxiety that took residence in my chest had dissipated and breathing had become easy again.
The world was beautiful and without realising, I no longer just existed I was living again, for the first time in over 2 years I am living just for me and that realisation in itself made me smile.
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but with all my education
I can’t seem to command it
and the words are all escaping
coming back all damaged
and I would put them back in poetry if I only knew how
I can’t seem to understand it
I would give all this and heaven too
I would give it all if only for a moment
that I could just understand -
Photo reblogged from romance just is..
I know this doesn’t “match my blog” but I cried reading this. I hope my happiness is on its way.
this made me cry:( i remember going through this… waking up crying, every eharmony commercial i saw made me wanna kill myself. omg.
